From the Slums of the Bottom of the Pit to the Tight Hopes and Heals of High Heaven

The Author of this Article went through the Worst Piece of Fucking Miserable piece of motherfucking existence in all of all Human Lives.

The Tightness of the Virtues that I gained, and, also, I had no say in the matter whatsoever.

But, I did Choose my own path, oh yes I did, and, for that, I am very proud, that I went completely and fucking hardcore, for there is no way, no turning back, I can’t relive this life, and, to be honest, I don’t want to.

And for that I want to thank GOD, and God, and gods, because, for, and of that, Materialistic Manners Should Be A Common Ground Force, and, for the High Heavens of High Hope, Leaving, and leading a life of Complete and fucking Utter Misery, with its high lights, the Terror Fright, or, More aptly called, the Terror Fear, and the Hospital Bed warden, warden of Security, with a racing and palpating heartbeat, thinking that ‘the devil’ found you and gonna torture you forever and ever till the end of time, and thinking that your room is gonna transform into a torture pit forever and ever, and stuff like that.

That’s the, those two experiences, BUT THERE’S A WHOLE LOT FUCKING MORE TO IT THAN THAT.

‘Cause, for 26 Years and 8-9-10-11 Months I led, I Lead, And, I have lead the Most Miserable piece of motherfucking human existence in all of human existence ever.

A life of complete and fucking utter garbage.

But, who fucking cares, I CHOSE MY OWN PATH, I DESIGNED THAT PATH FOR MYSELF, UNBEKNOWNST TO ME TO MY COMMON BRAIN, AND I CAN’T GO BACK, AND I DON’T WANT TO.

But, who fucking cares, leading, and LEAVING, a life of complete and fucking utter, butthurt, and fucking BUTTHURT misery is not a mistery, or, should I say, mystery, to the common brain of the advanced Ape-ological Mysteries of life, for, 26 years and 8-9-11 months, give or take, is not a thing to be proud of.

‘Cause I brought my parents a whole fucking shitload of misery…….. But…….. They chose to be around, me, it was their choice, not mine.

But, when I chose my path, I never Gave a flying fuck about anything, and, also, I didn’t want to give a flying fuck about anything, lol.

Now, I’ve already garnished my naturally gifted skills, and, to be honest, I’m glad I led this life, I really, really am.

‘Cause I do have my naturally Garnished, Talents, and skills.
For sometimes my Dad would be real pissed at me, and my mom, or, my Mum of Virtue, and of love and life, and live of Eternal Bliss.

For, this is about the end of this article, but, Like I said, I’m gonna have fun, fun, fun, and fun, fun, fun, forever and ever till the end of no motherfuckin’ time.

Yeah, 26 years and 9-10-11 Months of Complete and fucking utter misery, of a life of complete and fucking utter garbage, of nothing but misery, misery, and misery, is a culmination of all my past’s life’s virtues.
And by Past Life’s I don’t mean that I lived a life before this one, ’cause I didn’t, no fucking way in ‘hell’ that I did.
But I mean, when I CHOSE MY PATH, WHEN I CHOSE THIS LIFE, I DID HAVE A LOT OF SAY IN THE MATTER, JUST LIKE ALL THESE MOTHERFUCKING ‘HARDCORE’ PEOPLE WHO GO THROUGH COMPLETE AND FUCKING UTTER MISERY AS WELL.

But, my life will never, ever, be beat, and that’s a motherfucking fact.

And, I already kinda talked about it, a bit more cryptically.

And no, my parents, and my other relatives will never, EVER know what I went through, and how I felt.

But, to be honest with ya, I don’t care, and, I don’t want them to know.
I do have garnished my skills, I do, and I did.
And, for this, it has, and must be said, that A complete life of virtue and happiness that is about to come, is also something my God Source is proud of.

For now, my God Source has already told me a couple of time that I’m, or, that SHE, is Glad I went completely fucking hardcore and haywire into this life, ’cause, for now, at this moment, at this instance, it’s not all too bad, BUT EVERYTHING WILL IMPROVE TEN FOLD, A HUNDRED FOLD EVEN.

And that’s a fact.

That’s right, this author, of this blog, named, and called, by myself, and no one else, called, “dls87,” will always, in all of ‘KNOWN’ Human History, have led, and have lead, the Most Miserable Piece of fucking Human History ever, and that’s a motherfucking fact.

None of you will EVER know what I went through, and, mainly, and, Manically, WHAT I FELT, AND HOW I FELT, AND WHAT I EXPERIENCED.

For, seeing, and sensing, a reddish-orangish-yellow, but mainly reddish, Orange-ish Glue, or, I mean, HUE, Sticking to you body, emanating from virtually fucking every part of your body, FROM VIRTUALLY EVERY FUCKING PART OF THE HUMAN BODY, EXCEPT THE HEAD AND THE NECK, I think, I kinda forgot, And every fucking inch of your body because deathly, and deadly, motherfucking afraid of everything, EVERY FUCKING HUMAN INCH, EVERY FUCKING HUMAN HALF AN INCH of your human body, being deathly motherfucking terrorized by everything, by motherfucking everything, from all around the Known Plants, from EVERY MOTHERFUCKING CONNECTION TO, AND BEWITST, GOD, is not something to be proud of, and, also, is not a whole lot of fun, or, should I say, no fun whatsoever.

That’s the worst experience someone can go through.

And It did last a majorly, MAJORLY fucking long time, something like 3 minutes and a half.

Perhaps a fraction more, perhaps a fraction Less.

Do try to count the seconds, and consciously think about it, for how long it lasts.
Also, laying down in a Hospital Bed, and Feeling Your Heartbeat going up, and hearing ‘voice-like-things’ (and no, I’m not crazy, don’t worry, and crazy-ness doesn’t even exist, but you KINDA know what I’m saying when I’m hearing voices, when I say I heard voices, when ALL of you have a god Source in you, but, it was a completely and utterly fucking different part than that, but kinda connected in a way), and thinking that your Room, in the Psych ward, is gonna transform into a torture pit, and no escape, forever and ever till the end of no motherfucking time, and this voice, or voices, (NO I’M NOT CRAZY, DON’T FUCKING WORRY, IT HAD KINDA THE SAME KINDA INTENSITY AND LOUDNESS AS THIS GOD SOURCE THING, AND IT CAME FORM NIBIRU, FOR I DESIGNED THAT PATH MYSELF, AND I PUT A GREAT DEAL OF A CHALLENGE ON, AND UPON ME, FOR IT WAS COMPLETE AND UTTER FREE WILL HOW I CONTROLLED THAT FUCKING HUMONGOUS TERROR FRIGHT OF A SECOND BEAST OF A TERROR FRIGHT, ‘CAUSE THAT HAPPENED AFTER MY TERROR FRIGHT, WHICH HAPPENED AT HOME, I THINK, AND I’M CERTAIN WHERE THESE TWO EXPERIENCES TOOK PLACE, THAT I DO REMEMBER VERY, VERY, VIVIDLY.), Anyway, these voices telling me that this room is gonna transform, where I was laying, or lying in the Hospital Bed Psych ward room, gonna Transform into a never, escaping, and being escaped from, a torture pit of hell, and that demons were gonna torture me, forever and ever, with no motherfucking escape from it, and it lasted like 55- 1 hour 35 minutes.

But, it did last over an hour and 25 minutes, this heartbeat going up, and Me controlling that Fucking Humongous Beast of A major motherfucking piece of fucking horrendous shit of Creepy Motherfucking Horrendous torturous Endeavour.

Oh, and that’s not all, ’cause for 26 years and 8-9-10-11 months I went through the MOST PIECE OF FUCKING HORRENDOUS HUMAN LIFE IN ALL OF KNOWN HISTORY, OF ALL OF MANKIND, OVER ALL OF THE FUCKING PLANETS.

That’s a fucking horrendous piece of motherfucking experience I went through.
But, like I said, I put those challenges before me, by myself, and that’s about it.

Now I’m doing better, and, IT WILL ONLY IMPROVE.

That’s right, I’m gonna have fun, fun, AND fun, fun, fun, AND, fun, fun, fun, forever and ever till the end of no motherfuckin’g time in this place.

That’s about it, that’s about all I can say.

Have fun all, have fun in life, and be well.

Oh, PS: I went through some Major motherfucking challenges in life, a total motherfucking shitload, these 2 that I Described weren’t the only ones, no fucking way, Impossible.

But I can’t describe all of it, ’cause I kinda forgot a few, but, I’m better now, and, be well all, have fun in life, and be well.

26 Years and 8-9-10-11 Months of Complete and fucking utter misery is no joke, That I can promise you, and, thinking You’re ALWAYS gonna leave, and lead, a life of complete and fucking Misery, EVERY LIFE YOU LIVE, IS NO MOTHERFUCKING JOKE EITHER.

Oh yes, and I DID THINK ABOUT COMMITTING SUICIDE, I DID CONTEMPLATE IT, ONCE, I THINK, AND IT WAS THE MOST DEPRAVED EXPERIENCE I EVER WENT THROUGH, AT THE TIME.

‘Cause that Happened before these two piece of motherfucking hellish, and frightening Experiences That I went through, that Happened BEFORE THOSE

But, I can’t give you the exact reason Why I wanted to Commit Suicide, but I do remember it, very, very well.

I remember the Reason, or reasons, but I doubt I will ever, EVER explain them to everyone.
But, there’s a whole lot more, A WHOLE FUCKING LOT MORE TO MY LIFE THAT YOU DON’T KNOW.

26 years and 8-9-10-11 Months of nothing but depraved misery is no fucking joke, it’s no motherfucking joke, That I can promise you.

And all My life, there was no END IN SIGHT TO MY MISERY, I NEVER EVER KNEW WHEN IT WAS GONNA END.

Oh well, that’s all for now, perhaps I’ll make another post about this in the future, perhaps I won’t, don’t worry about a thing, I’ll be fine.

Have fun in life all, have fun, in life, and be well.

Peace.

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